~RaJPuT~ - : Pakistani By Heart : -

Buhat Dur HAi …Wo

RaJPuT — Fri, 19 Dec 2008 03:57:22 +0000

Hasratain Kahin Adhoori na hoojain!!

Yaadainn Kahinn bIkhaar na Jainn..!!

Soochain khainn thamm na jainn..!!

Sapnnay Kaahinn Toott Naa jAiinn!!..

Buhat dur hai abhi Sakoon ke manzil

Rahay Safar main kahin Mout na aajaye!!

Posted in New Posts!, Poetry!

Its all about me!

RaJPuT — Sat, 13 Dec 2008 14:05:13 +0000

Thinking of being bad is an obsession
Being Bad is my passion
People say I am rude
But that’s just one part of the Feud
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I don’t care what people say!
But remember never come in my way!
Keep the gossips running around
Make me famous…boy I am loving it
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I am a confident freak..
Makes me look like a hatred loving geek
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I live in my world
Come near and face the hurl….
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I hate giving a second chance..!
I won’t even throw it a glance: D
My words are solid like stone
Will make you feel to groan

Posted in New Posts!, Political Articles!, Rhymes Written by me!

One Year?

RaJPuT — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 03:06:16 +0000

It has been a year, since the breeze has stopped that made my day…the light has vanished that enlightened my mind and soul.
It has been a year since I have stopped dreaming and living on with a dead, ruthless and meaningless life.
For this I have suffered a lot, Cried a lot, Yelled at God that why have you done this to me?. But still no answer;(.
The pain inside comes out through my eyes..The scars on my heart enlightens and my whole body starts screaming..
How Can I Forget this? How can I love on like this?…How can I stop thinking? “
My Dreams have Shattered..
My Presence Just Vanished..
My Soul Just Died..
My eyes are swollen..
My heart is Hurt..
My Mind Is stuck…….what can I do?
I have stopped living in the present, stopped planning for the future…I just think about the Past…that want a wonderful life I had live till that very day…

I wrote this after one year of my parents death!

My Life!

RaJPuT — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 03:03:27 +0000

I guess I’ve changed I don’t know why. I have changed with every moment of my life, I have changed with all the activities of life, I have changed with every breath I take, I have changed with every dream I ever saw, I have changed with the perception I had for life, I have changed with the ambition of life, I have changed from the beating of my heart, I have changed from every sound made by the string of my guitar, I have changed with every drop of water that I drink, I have changed with every tear that falls from my eye. Life has taken me through a journey that I never wished to take. Life has thrown to a turn of a dead end road that will never lead back to my previous life. Life has given me more pain that I can bear, life has made me think that I am invincible. Life had made me think different about life itself. Life has pushed me as far as it can on the edge of a steep and high cliff. I am now in a state of confusion, not knowing what I can do, not knowing what will be my next step. Someone ones said that life is the biggest illusion, and it plays games with you which you can’t play and you are un aware of the rules. But I guess rules are simple the one who has extreme patience wins the game, and as far as I am concord I always lacked patience, despite the fact that I am aware of that patience the is only key to win the game. I don’t have patience or I don’t want to show it, which is a question which will remain unanswered as long as I don’t find the right answer for it.

It’s just an introduction to a long story; I need some days or maybe some weeks to complete this story! Hopefully will Write it till eid!

I’ll Never Let Go!

RaJPuT — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 02:59:51 +0000

No matter what they say
No matter what they think
I will be there always for you!
No matter what happens
No matter why they happen
I will be there Always for you!
Even though death passes by
Strom and Lightning ruins the day
I’ll be there to hold your Hand!
I’ll never let go!

Had a Terrible Day!

RaJPuT — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 00:42:05 +0000

I had a terrible day today
I was in a village that was constructed by cda near Trail 3..Called Said Pur Gao..
Me along with my friend whea going to thea…in the village thea is MAndar…we wea going to see that mander
And the funniest yet annoying thing happened…the tire of our car bursted: D
The stumpy was out of air …we had less money so could not afford to hire taxi..because the nearest…Pertrol pump…was in super =D….our tire ruptured in front of a mosque….the Clerk of mosque offer us his Money…buh we refused…because we had called 915 the traffic police we waited for long one hour and called atleast 3 times..as our balance was also low khair the Clerk took the initiative and stopped a taxi..and ordered us to go with the taxi and I was just able to reach home at the time of aftar

Written on

09/13/2008

Come Back!

RaJPuT — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 00:30:55 +0000

I didn’t wanted her to leave
I didn’t wanted her to Go!!!
But I didn’t wanted her to follow me every whea I Go!!!
She was on my mind
She was on my soul
She was hea
She was thea
She was every wha
I dreamed of her every night
Her voice was in my ears
Her face was in my eyes
Her lips calling my name
Couldn’t let me Go!!
Time was my biggest enemy
But I wasn’t awreaa
I wanted her so badly
The fear of losing her
Was the thing I couldn’t bear
It was the love that I was unaware
It was heating up from inside
Burnt me hea and thea…………….
All that is left is memories
All that time has given me is pain
Pain I can’t take
Sorrows I can’t bear…
A regretted lIfe
What a Shame……….

I am sorry!

RaJPuT — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 00:19:46 +0000

I feel in love

I wasn’t sure

I was confused

But I couldn’t regret it

It was true

It was their

But I couldn’t accept it

I thought it was a joke

It was an infatuation

Cuz it was ma first time

Feelings was thea

Love was thea

But time wasn’t

And I was unaware

I didn’t wanted to hurt hea

I didn’t wanted to leave hea

I didn’t wanted to play!!

I was confused

I was bewildered

I was mystified

But they call it life

Brought me to a stage

Whea I couldn’t fight!

It was a fight of survival

It was a fight of endurance

It was a fight against the nature

It was a fight against ma will

It was a fight against ME!!

I tried to fight

I tried to go through

I managed to go on somehow!!

But now I’ve had enough

I’ve had more then I can take

I can’t bare this pain anymore

I can’t take this misery any more

I need you now

Need you more than any thing

I am confused

I am guilty

Guilty fo every pain I caused ya

Guilty fo hurting ya

Guilty for nah giving ya time

Guilty fo not to give you respect

Guilty fo every thing

But what can I do now

But what can I do!!

Nothing seems to be in ma hand

Not even my own LIFE!!

I want you back

I want you to be thea

I need your shoulder to cry on

I need your support

All I can say

I am sorry……………………….

Response of This

Bastard didn’t even say bye

RaJPuT — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 00:16:47 +0000

I met this charming guy

He was sweet and funny too

Cuz all he ever talked about

Was pills and bloody booze

That’s not the charming part

There are many things I can say

It was all the VC’s we had

Which made me feel this way

We started just as friends

But then it turned so real

Feelings started to develop

And then it was sex appeal

We slipped into a comfort zone

And I knew it wouldn’t last

We enjoyed each others company

But now that’s just the past

One day went by without his calls

I couldn’t understand why

But I knew right then I lost him

Bastard didn’t even say bye

I wasn’t suppose to fall for him

I wasn’t suppose to care

I wasn’t suppose to live my life

Wishing he was there

He played with my emotions

And also with my heart

He played me for a fool

To not realize from the start

I can’t believe he played me

I can’t believe he dared

I can’t believe he blew my trust

And didn’t fricken care

Now this is how guys work

They act sweet and lead u on

But once they’ve had enough

One blink and then their gone

They say – don’t hate the player

You have to hate the game

If you can’t beat then join it

Why are guys so damn lame?

It’s funny how life can teach you things

In many different ways

If you don’t learn from your mistakes

There’s always a price to pay

Have you ever heard of Kharma?

What goes around comes around

If you play with someone’s feelings

“It will come back twice as hard”

Some One Wrote this, In response to which I wrote this This!

Don’t Cry, Dont Let me Go!

RaJPuT — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 00:08:40 +0000

Even Though If I Die…Don’t Cry!

Visualize The Old Days
And Those Sleepless Nights!

Remember Them!

Feel….And Live!

Don’t Let Go Of Me…Away From You!

Keep The Feel Of My Footpath! In The Way!

Don’t Let Them Run Away!

Don’t Let Me Die

Don’t Let Your Eyes Get Wet!

Don’t Cry

Remember the Days

Sleepless Nights

Remember

Believe And Live On!!

I’ll let you keep My Voice…And My Songs

Keep My Things the Way They Were

Like the fall Dawns

I’ll come back! Home!

Don’t Let Me Go Even Though If Am Not With You!

Don’t You Dare Cry!

Old Days!

Sleepless Nights

Remember

Think and Live On!